There is darkness to this!
http://healingarts.tribe.net/thread/fcec5cf6-b612-492a-981c-11ca5a1a0f1a
July 28, 2006 I am all for being open to experience enlightenment... I study qigong, shamanism, yoga etc.
Recently a few friends and I decided to get a Deeksha blessing. For all accounts it sounded like a great thing. A guru opens you to enlightenment literally puts his/her hands on your head and help you brain function in the same pattern as enlightened people. That through this you would obtain bliss and clarity.
THIS ENDED UP BEING ONE OF THE MOST HARMFUL ENERGENTIC EXPERIENCES I HAVE HAD.
I went to the deeksha blessing and felt a strange energy which I ignored. I listened to the description from the deeksha... They started saying this was the ONLY true way to attain enlightenment... (That was a red flag) Then they followed it with saying that this would only enhance the other practices you do.... I felt like I should go but just couldn’t get up. My friend asked is there any negative side effect... they said no... Unless pure bliss could be considered negative. They just seemed to be coming form a place of longing... Like they wanted so badly to be enlightened but were not there. Why I ignored my feelings and stayed... I will never know... I wish I had left.
They started the ceremony. Each deeksha giver came and put their hands on my head. and drove energy into my crown chakra. I was open but felt like I might need to reflect their energy back. My friend felt the need to start saying prayers of protection. It ended with them thanking us for our heads!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They got strangely high from taking our pure energy!
After the Deeksha I felt a surge of sorrow, frustration and longing. I was completely disconnected from myself and my own divine energy. Throughout the week the longing and fear began to sink in. I felt as though my crown and heart chakra were blocked. (I usually have very open chakras) I touched base with my friends who had the ceremony and they were having this same experience. This deep fear and sorrow was taking over.... it was affecting all of us the same way.... Also I was Exhausted!!!!
I went to my qigong master, I briefly explained my experience. She helped me by doing a qigong practice that was geared at releasing this energy. She scanned me and saw major blockages in my heart and mostly on my crown..... She said the energy seemed to have come from a place of emotional longing not clear consciousness. After the practice I felt better like the energy was diffused but not gone. I searched the website and found many negative experiences... and the website I mentioned above talked about clairvoyants and Ammachi speaking out against this movement.
I talk to my friends and they were both suffering... Later in the week I took them all to my qigong master and we explained our experience in depth... The experience concerned my qigong master... NO ONE SHOULD EVER MESS WITH YOU CROWN CHAKRA! She helped us through a very powerful qigong exercise, which was able to truly clear the energy from our heads. We all felt better. I feel I am almost healed from this experience.... My friends are feeling much better as well. The qigong helped immensely....Still I feel a little of their energy trying to hold on... I won’t let it... My friends are doing better but still having to fight it. The Qigong is really helping. I think accupunture may help as well.
A healer saw negative energies in deeksha takers
Just wanted to tell you about Eric Unwin, a remarkable healer Juergen and I have been using for months now. He is an empath who sees into people’s bodies and beings over the phone and balances their energy. He has had wonderful results with serious physical illnesses and spiritual problems. He works only with and for the Light, using angels, aims to empower people through advanced meditations and uniquely has started travelling the world to teach his clients his way of healing. He works by donation. Contact him in Toronto, Canada on 1-416-546-1612. After October 31st it is 1-705-259-0094 and his main point of contact will be ‘kmerthon’ on Skype. Or email at [email protected].
He has removed diksha energy from me and a friend of mine. Without knowing about your shadow site, here is how he describes the diksha energy:
“Diksha is an energy cage for the body. At first you feel better, but the cage holds in the toxins and introduces foreign energy into the body, which rejects it. Diksha energy comes from “the dark well”, it is not of the Light. It gets rid of one thing and brings in something worse. It blocks the crown chakra and can block the whole chakra path so energy doesn’t flow. It uses a stopgap measure, which needs constant adjustment to work. It also allows the receiver to be controlled. Amma-Bhagavan don’t have malevolent intent. They believe their control is good for you and you don’t know what’s good for yourself.”
Love and blessings,
Wolf